"Doubt Kills More Dreams Than Failure Ever Will"        ✯ Suzy Kassem ✯

CLOSED doors

I can't tell you where it hurts
Because you wouldn't listen
You are too busy pointing out that I'm falling apart
I can't tell you to listen
because you're words just blew last part of me that was holding it together apart

I had to be strong in the moment
I had to wait to cry
I was waiting to tell my friend
But instead of having my back, you made me wish I could just die

Your thoughtless words left me breathless
When I was already struggling to breath
I'm sorry I inconvenienced you.
I'm sorry I called you a friend
But at least I can say thank you now


I don't need you now
You won't know why
But your inconvenience has become mine now
Our friendship is over
and I'm even more destroyed now than I was before


But you, you're thankful because I'm safely cosseted behind a closed door
Payback is a bitch
And that door doesn't always open And for you it won't open anymore


Copy write Starla Holeman February 23rd 2015

© 2018 Starla Holeman

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